I still cannot figure out if I had a decent enough appointment with my provider yesterday or if it was an epic fail. Going in, I was overly exhausted and coming out of it, an hour later, I felt defeated. So I’m pretty sure it was an epic fail.
A year ago at this very time was when my provider suggested the lap band in the first place. And we jumped at the chance.
I feel like I’ve done so much, I’ve made a ton of improvements. I’m moving my body in great forms of exercise (I could do better) and I have been eating healthy.
But like lookey-loos, I feel I haven’t improved THAT much and I feel at times, like a huge failure.
This too shall pass.
But this is how I feel today, April 23rd.